everything i do, i'm not good enough for you 

everything i say, you take it the wrong way 

what do you want me to be ?

if i can, if you want me to and if you force me to, 

i'll fit into that mould and be the perfect one for you .

then i won't be me

if that's what you want, i'll do.

 PARTNERS IN 2HUM (as promised)

partner 1 + 1/2

partner 1/2 !

PARTNER #1 

PARTNER #2 

sorry, i was stresses so i pulled his hair . :(

PARTNER #3

CJC OPEN HOUSE !

9th JANUARY , FRIDAY 

1-5PM

CHOIR, DANCE, GYM, GUITAR & BAND PERFORMANCES !

do come and visit for more information on CJ and freebies ! :)

2HUM CHALET ! :)

met jasmine in the evening to get some chips and jolly shandy ! :)

its now my favourite drink .

guess what the stupid cashier asked me ?

girl, are ya'll 18 and above ?

like what's your problem man ? its like .5% alcohol !

then we took a bus all the way to downtowneast .

this is the very first time i didn't get lost looking for a chalet .

so that's an improvement. :)

then i talked to yang while jasmine was helping denzel .

after awhile, jasmine and i decided to o to Ehub ! there's so much good food there ! :)

yummy yummy ! and we bought matching ultraman bubble things!

hahaha, it was great to finally meet up with all my classmates ! 

some grew more hair, some became skinnier, some had normal black hair .

it was all so cute ! and the best thing is we camwhored ! :) 

and i also opened my pores fanning the fire . 

okay, i'll show you my camwhore partners in the next post !

p/s blogger's photo uploading is a bitch!

i've been busy with facil trainings and choir these 2 days . but its all been fun ! :)

facil trainings are not as tiring as they seemed . its all good fun !

on the 2nd day, we had game try-outs . the games we had so far are relatively fun . 

and on the 3rd day , it was my favourite ! mass dance ! :) yay ! 

this year's mass dance is SO full of energy and its ALOT of fun .

so those going for orientation next year had better get yourselves a fun partner ! 

oh and i failed to mention my house for orientation ! 

we're the RED HOT AFROS ! :) woo hoo ! we so hot we gonna burn the other houses down .

hahaha , i love love love my house cause we're so damn awesome !

we'll be meeting up to get the materials sooooon . :)

on another note, I FREAKING MISS T10 ! 

i miss gong . i miss chiaps . i miss cola . i miss jo . i miss twin . i miss germ . i miss charm . i miss tessa . i miss meixi . i miss adela . i miss jeong . i miss damian . i miss kian . i miss xinying . i miss cheryl . i miss yihee . i miss fel . i miss justin .  

i can't wait for the 27th ! everyone must go okay ? 

on the next note , 2HUM CHALET IS THIS TUESDAY ! :) 

yay ! finally ! :) i'll be providing the music and the decorations (if there's budget) .

i can't wait ! 

UPDATES ! 

4th December

met up with xuan to go for Supermassive 1.0 ! 

it was kinda ____ it wasn't as high and massive as i thought it would be ! 

but oh well, it was still a pretty fun night. :)

i went for supermassive mainly for marcus's band and sharifah's !

but sadly, i missed marcus's band ! :( i was so damn upset about it !

okay, let me tell you why we missed it. 

'cos the concert started at 5.30 and we arrived at 5.15 to eat dinner .

hahaha, xuan ate with my family and I, we sat down and talked till it was 6+ !

after that, we hailed a cab all the way up to Mt. Sophia !

thank god we went in a cab, ena had to climb stairs !

and bcos we didn't really like what was happening, we went to timbre to drink.

at 9, ena called me so we lied to the waitress that we lost sth and ran to watch her .

SHARIFAH IS AWESOME ! she's damn hot and seksy on stage ! :)

her voice is the bomb ! i so wish i can sing like her !

after Shah, we went back to timbre.

Prashant finally came after a loooong time.

haha, it was quite funny and frustrating.

then we went to eat tao hway ! :) prashant's first time ! 

hahaha, it was yummy man ! i heart tao hway !

12th December

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO ! :)

thanks for being such an awesome friend ! love !

went out with lovely ena today ! :))

she's the sweetest thing alive i swear . and i'm gonna miss her SO SO SO much when she leaves . :(

she's going over to Vancouver to study and i can't bear to leave her ! :(

but today's heart to heart was awesome. i'll always be here for you ena ! 

I LOVE YOU !

thanks for always being there to listen to my whining and bitching !

i'll always be there for you ! 

went out with mummy for x'mas shopping today ! :)

i bought my x'mas present and a shirt ! 

and mummy got all her x'mas shopping done AND gift-wrapped . awesomezzzz !

we went to and fro cos i made a BIG mistake . hahaha, i love you mummy ! :)

we had to go to the car twice cos of my blunder too. (marc will say this is so me)

oh ! then we went to eat the dessert ! :) yay ! i love desserts !

we ate the tofu cheesecake thing. 

okay , i have to admit at first i thought tofu+cheesecake=revolting ttm !

but after eating, tofu+cheesecake=heavenly ! :)

my throat is so furrrreaking pain that i cannot even swallow my saliva !

and i still have to go for choir tmr . to sit in . yes .

NOT OVER YET

"The worst is yet to come."

Oliver Blanchard, chief economist of the International Monetary Fund (IMF), on the economic crisis.

I MISS LIN CHIA PEI LIKE **** !

P/S THANKS JIANYONG ! :)

am veh disgusted with myself now .

i found 20 folds of fats on myself today .

'cos i started counting when i woke up .

i'm going to develop into pork jelly soon ! :(

am veh scared i'll become moses lim's bff ! :(

p/s eh xuan ! how ! i think my potential bf has a gf now ! 

pp/s i saw someone i didn't want to see . veh disgusted also ~

OCIP SHOPPING !

alright kiddos , i'll be leaving for genting in a few hours . tmr morning .

hahaha , i'm super duper excited cos i haven't been there for like -3 years ! 

and i hope that there'll be shopping and good food . 

here's my schedule:

23rd-25th : GENTING

26th : SING OUT !

27th-30th : OCIP (batam)

i'm super excited ! :) 

and thanks chiaps and jeong for the wonderful time ! :) 

ily many many !

p/s  omg , some person keeps texting me without telling me who !

and its cheesy !

PW IS OVERRRRR !

LONG OVERDUE !

okay , actually i love OP ! alot ! :) its so fun presenting our groups ideas and all .

and i think my group is absolutely AWESOME !

you know we have NEVER met up , save for one time we did at starbucks .

we ended up camwhoring , again and drinking and eating . 

thanks fel : for always doing everything for us ! :) we owe you big time .

thanks meixi : for being so patient with me ! :) heeheehee

thanks twin : for camwhoring with me and making it memorable . :)

thanks damian : for always being late so now we have a treat from you ! :) hahaha .

I HEART CJ037 ! :)

twin and i camwhoring while the judges deliberated our score outside the class . :)

with damian's all time seksy monkey , mike !

damian trying to control his inner camwhore .

SUPERMASSIVE 1.0 !!

(an ad for dear shariffah with a kickass voice !)

a rock concert put up by 7 bands , mostly from CJ, with dancers opening the show .

When ?  4th Dec , 5.30pm

Where ? oldschool mt. Sophia , behind cathay PS

Price ? $13 !

book ASAP !

I need you like water , like breath , like rain .

I need you like mercy from heaven's gate .

there's a freedom in your arms that carry me through .

I NEED YOU .

granddad passes away yesterday morning .

mum had to keep it from me 'cos i had A levels chinese .

i still can't get over it . 

i want him back so bad it hurts . i would give anything to have him back .

i know he's off to a better place , but i really miss him .

he wanted to settle me down overseas, see me get my degree , see me get married .

he bathed me when i was young , slept with me when my parents were not around .

he cheered me up when i was down , picked me up when no one was around .

he has been my pillar of strength when mum and dad were away .

he held my hand to his lips and kissed it whenever i went to visit him .

he loves me so much and i love him too 

why does it have to happen so quickly ?

grandpa , i miss you .

MY SEXY SEVENTEENTH ! :)

WARNING : this is going to be a long post .

first , i'm going to thank the sweet sweet people who wished me !

to BFF : thanks so much for the absolutely DELICIOUS desert ! I LOVE YOU till the end of time ! i will always be here for you ! :)

to sally : thanks so much ! :) i miss our IG though .

to evon : thanks for the beautiful present ! :) i heart you long time ! 

to bob : thanks bob for the shirt and the bday wishes ! we have to go out with agu one day ! 

to zhongping : thank you so much ! we haven't talked for a long time , so thanks ! :)

to luke : thank you so much for remembering ! :) see you soon !

to joanna phoon : thank you babe ! :) i miss you in class ! 

to jeong : thank you jeong ! :) and we won't leave you behind ! T10 ftw ! 

to aris : haha , thanks aris ! :) all the best for hey gorgeous ! 

to nicola : thank you so much babe ! :) you're 2 days after mine so happy sexy 17th ! :)

to joanne : thanks so much babe ! :) big hugs !

to jasmine chong : big hugs babe ! i miss you ! thanks alot ! :)

to jasmine : thanks so much ! see you soon ! :)

to liangsheng : thank you for all that you've done ! :) big hugs !

to mickey : thanks babe ! and for the chalet you're planning too ! :)

to damian : thank you teapot leader ! :) you're the best TPL !

to chiaps : for the beautiful post-its and the sweet blog entry ! :) LOVE !

to zhiyan : thanks babe for the sweet bracelet and all the sat sessions ! love ! :)

to heidi : thanks princess ! you always make me feel loved ! :)

to xinying : thanks so much singing ! :) big hugs ! 

to debra : thanks so much babe ! see you soon ! :)

to zhi ning : thanks babe ! both you and your twin ! :)

to xin ye : thanks darling ! :) you're the best ! 

to  geraldine : thanks sis ! you should just go get married with xavier alrd ! :)

to ting ying : smallie ! thank you ! i'll see you soon ! :) love !

to porkee : thank you ! i miss having you in class too ! and thanks for the blog entry too ! :)

to gifford : thanks ! i'll see you at singout i think ! :)

to jing kai : yes , it was my bday . hahaha , thanks RAIN . :)

to ping chong : it was random , but thanks ! :)

to tessa : thank you mrs. curly ! :) love you estate friend ! :)

to allison and claudia : thank you dears ! please come over to spore soon ! :)

to wei liang : thanks friend ! :) yours is coming soon !

to karyn : thank you pretty ! :) love you !

to gonghua : thanks PPSF ! for the presents and the pretty pretty picture ! i love you long time ! and yes we'll be friends forever CJCPPSFBF !

to gavin : thanks gavs ! you're the funniest senior ever ! :) hahaha .

to the BC : thank you so much darlings ! ya'll help me make college so much more fun ! i totally love the morning meetings and the absolutely sweet  present ! you know i love boards and scrapbooks ! :) i heart ya'll nong nong time ! :)

to jianyong : thanks so much babe ! for the sweet tart (damn big) and the shirt and clutch ! :)

and for always being there ! my personal bus guide . :)

to meixi : thank you for the sweet music box and for being so sweet and such a nice friend ! i love you ! :)

to adela : hello chinese partner ! thank you for being there to gossip with ! and thanks for the music box too ! :) love ! 

to ben/marc/choo : THANK YOU ! for everything ! like the flowers , the big dog and the yummy lunch ! and always being with me !  i love ya'll long time ! :)

to adrian : thanks for the company ! :) love !

to my lovely brothers : thanks for the TH bag ! i love you ! :)

more updates soon !

and becs ! it was so nice talking to you ! big hug ! :)