Thursday, September 4

its so fucking screwed up i want to just scream and get out .
i can't stand it anymore .
i have many other things to worry about and i don't need all these small issues added on .
stop adding stress on me . stop giving me emotional stuff .
i can't take it . i really can't .
i need to scream , i really do . i have been tolerating a whole lot this year and i can't take it.
the tears just keep flowing. hot, angry, frustrated tears. tears of sadness that you can't get me .
i can't stop crying . i just can't .
i need to get away . i need to know i can. i need to study alone .
i need to study without interruptions , i can't now .
and i don't even think i can make it . and i don't want to not make it .