i love ben and jerry's cherry gracia .

i love awfully chocolate's choc ice cream .

i love canele's choc cake .

i love my toblerone .

i love my carbs .

and i love the way i am . :)

MERRY X"MAS EVE PEOPLE !

yay , tmr's christmas ! :)

i love christmas bcos i give and i receive !

was doing mummy's bday-cum-x'mas card just now and i got all teary eyed .

oh god , i'll surely cry when i give it to her . haha .

and cards for my beloved girlfriends . :)

haha , i got teary eyed then too . 

tonight's x'mas party ! the turkey is effing huge man !

haha , shall update about it soon . :)

okay , i'm so bored i decided to blog . 

ooh , it rhymes ! haha .

today the verdict came . okay , i exaggerated it .

so , i will be in the orientation group IG9 .

and i have to choose my subj combination by jan 3 .

and i know nuts about all of it .

but daddy said take econs and since we have similar interests , i will . :)

and i want to take lit and geog too .

definately NO history for me .

but shld i take chinese ? haha .

anw , i have to reach cjc at 7.35 am !

omfg , it means i have to wake up at an unearthly hour everyday .

bcos i'm gna have to go there myself . :(

i seriously miss holy high alot .

its so happening and stuff , i love the surroundings and the people .

although i have complained alot , i still love the school .  haha .

p.s : i've changed my email to guanling-@hotmail.com . :)

please re-add .

oh no , i'm pigging out these few days . :(

i just ate a BIG bowl of sinful laksa this morning and ate my boyfriend's ice cream .

but i love my food and i love my carbs . :) hahaha .

anyhow , i woke up early to do errands with mummy .

then we went to town and where ever i looked , i got an eyesore .

(not saying that yours truly dresses very well , but ..)

i saw unnecessary usage of tights , and SO MANY people trying to 'act-jap'.

for the love of god people , bang your head against the wall .

you ain't jap , you're 100% chinese !

damn it . embrace your culture , if not , don't adopt another .

don't ask me why , but i'm totally against cosplay and all that shit .

and don't wear knee length socks unnecessarily , its singapore for god's sake !

its the bbq tmr ! and i'm gonna give everyone a BIG hug ! :)

recently , the US  election has got me all interested .

there are 2 senators who , if they become president , will make history .

firstly , there is senator Hillary Clinton , the wife of former president Bill Clinton .

if she becomes president , she will be the first female president in the US .

next , senator Barack Obama .

if he becomes president , he will be the first black American president .

senator Barack Obama has Oprah Winfrey on his side , campaigning for him .

according to polls , 90% of the public think that having a celebrity in his side will not influence the votes .

seriously , i think it will .

i mean , Oprah has a huge influence on women all over the world . 

many young girls look up to her for advice and she's an idol to many .

so how can she not influence their votes ?

i think i would vote for senator Hillary Clinton if i were an American .

i like that she stands up for woman rights and stuff .

she's also addressing the issue of global warming , which is extremely important .

and she's an extremely strong woman , having suffered in her marriage and all that .

i'm not into politics and all that but i do like to read about the campaigns . 

haha , its really interesting and a little cheesy reading about what people are willing to do for the country . 

it's kind of like how i like to watch the NDP . 

oh , patriotism . :)

ZOO OUTING .

                    

ADMISSION :  $16.50

LOCATION :  80 Mandai Lake Road

GETTING THERE :  MRT to Choa Chu Kang , then take bus 927 all the way .

    

                         OR

                        

                          MRT to Ang Mo Kio , the take bus 138 to the zoo .  

I'M BACK !

hahaha , i miss my sunny island .

i'm back and yes , at an unearthly hour . 

i arrived like 5am in the morning .

but , yay , no more thick jackets and cold hands and slapping and lip balm !

i can wear just about anything i want to !

anyhow , i'm not suffering from jet-lag YET , but i will try to function throughout the day .

oh , and i'm back with two friends , they are flu and cough . say hi !

i went to LA with one luggage and came back with one and a half . =)

oh , in case you want to know just how ginormous US is , let me describe it .

i stayed in anaheim , which is part of the OC , which is part of LA , which is part of california .

its really really huge . disneyland is like the whole of hougang , to me .

but the rides are freaking cool ! LOVE it !

i still can't get over the excitement that i'm back !

can't wait to see everyone ! i'll give everyone a hug !

oh , and give me about 4 days to rest okay ?

i'll try to plan an 'excursion' to the zoo on the 20th !

p.s : i'm gonna change my email soon .

HELLO people , tday was choir's farewell party .

it was rather fun , at least they tried , although we were more serious about it .

i love the pony game ! its so cute !

hahaha , i enjoyed being with jasmine though .

she was great company . girlfriends are never out of fashion . =)

AND i just got my macbook ystd night !

hahahaha , and i'm blogging using it now . 

i was reluctant at first bcos it was ex , but daddy said okay .

yes , my daddy spoils me . =)

GOODBYE people , i'll be flying off to LA tmr afternoon . 

morning people , i know its incredibly early to blog but i havent been blogging.
i've been uber busy cleaning up my SUPER messy room .
and i realise what alot of notes i have .
esp geography ! i'll upload pics soon !
shall be meeting jy ltr bcos i'm absolutely clueless as to how to get to the chalet .
we'll be going to vivo to meet jas and get my havaianas ! like finally .
then we'll pick sherelne on the way to hg to take bus 87 all the way there . =)
it shall be lots of fun .
i baked lots of brownies ystd night aft my modeling job .
super tired ystd .

26th november.
just finished baking all the brownies , shall cut them up tmr morn .
anw , today was my first ever modeling job . lol .
i modeled calvin klien clothes and bobbi brown make-up.
i reached lido at 6.30 , went to see mas at BB .
then went up to change into the CK clothes .
i wore this uber nice white windbreaker which is meant for winter .
then i wore my black stilettos pumps and the yellow CK shirt and berms.
next i went down again to BB where charles did my pre-make-up.
and then walked to the back for the hair stylist to do my hair .
after she did my hair , i looked SO different because the parting was on the other side .
hahaha , then she gave my hair more body .
charles had to keep reminding her i was supposed to look young .
then at 7pm , the event started .
mas introduced hariyana and i onto the 'stage' (it looked like a platform)
then charles and suzanna showed the crowd how to apply make-up .
i felt like a mannequin . lol , but it was a no brainer .
i just had to smile and look around and let him paint my face .
i got goody bags too ! haha .
all in all , it was so much fun .
thank you mashita , charles , the woman from Ck and hair stylist .

prom night.
i have only 3 comments.
1. it was fabulous , everyone looked different.
2. next time the prom king and queen should be voted by us , because..
3. the prom queen this year sucked BIG time.

went to spore conference hall to see the sing out rehearsal today .
oh gosh , i really miss the feeling of rehearsals and what nots .
i love the smell of concert halls .
okay , i know i sound like a maniac then .
but really , the feeling of performing on stage is indescribable .
and when i saw the PHS alumni dancing , i felt like crap man .
i really wanted to dance on stage too !
anyway , the concert was nice overall .
the song choices are much more upbeat and its nice . =)
hahaha , i like the st gabs special item .
i'm so darn addicted to the tune .
ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ~
it goes like that , i swear .
the guy singing it is lionel , super cute .
i mean the song . haha .
our sch's dance item has improved , what with the continuous smiling .
keep it up people ! smile your ass off !
but the BEST item of all is the circle of life .
its so drama and so bombastic !
the starting just blows you off , with the 7 soloists (lions) singing .
i L O V E it alot !
so the bottom line would be for all of you to go watch singout 2007 !
and in 2008 , i swear i will have a special item if i'm free . =)

okay , i think i'm in love now .
i glance at his picture everyday .
he pops into my head every few minutes .
my friends around me are talking about him .
oh my god , i do love him .
i really really do .
i love DWAYNE 'the rock' JOHNSON !
he's so effing hot .
and he has nice warm eyes . *sigh
i wanna watch the game plan !
can someone date me to that ? lol .
anw , gng out with natalie on monday . yay .
it'll be lots of fun . =)

today was a fruitful shopping day !
found what i wanted . well , one of it .
i bought a pair of black satin shoes . =)
yes , they are HEELS . lol .
am going to meet natalie in sch tmr at 10.30 AM !
for the choir day camp at hihs . =)
cam-whoring is guaranteed . hahaha .

i'm back ! fresh from hibernation .
now its all the shopping and stuff . =)
going down to raffles place with mummy later .
anw , went for granddad's birthday dinner last night .
yummy food and nice environment .
just ONE thing , they kept playing and replaying the chinese songs .
i was rolling my eyes the whole night , just imagine .
and the photos will be posted .. soon .
i cam-whored with my brother la .
right , its just 11 days to prom .
i've seriously got to stop expanding my horizon .
and , enjoy your shopping for prom stuff . =)

its over !!!
the o's are over and i'm officially gng into hibernation .
i'll sleep for a week before making an appearance in the next .
good night people . =)

2 more days to pure enjoyment !

BIG YAY ! i can't help but think just how fast time fries .

it really scares the shit out of me .
but for now , i have to think of what to study for lit !
gnngngn , miss lim didn't give us ANY tips at all . ROAR !
but we should have asked la .
krishna krishna krishna .
R.K Narayan , i hate you for writing such an uninteresting book .

right . on the 7 nov , i think i may scream like mad .
it's like finally over and i tell you , exams are TIRING .
i seriously didn't know that .
and i learnt quite a few things about myself during the o's :
1) i have HUMONGOUS eye bags when i don't sleep well .
2) i stress myself a whole lot .
3)if i keep stressing myself i get super cold .
4) and when i'm super cold , i wear a jacket when the ac is not on .
5) i can put on 2 kg REALLY fast . oops !
if there's TAF club next time , i'm the first recruit man .
okay , off to mug for lit now . oh , and to practice my shading . =)

it was graduation night on friday . and it was all tears and hugs and pics and stuff .
its all so nostalgic !

mrs wong talked about the things that our cohort did together and i really almost cried . then father fred went onstage to talk about showing gratitude to our parents and teachers . then he lined the teachers up in front and asked us to show our thanks to them .

the girls in our class were like running to miss quan . we hugged her like hell man . she's the best of all ! then zhiyan and me went down the row to hug all the female teachers . and shake hands with all the male teachers . i couldn't hold my tears when i saw li lao shi and ms zahila crying . i cried too ! then i hugged mrs lum and she cried too . i was like oh my god , i can't stand it . then i went over to hug mummy . father fred was like when was the last time you hugged your parents ? mummy looked and me and rolled her eyes , this morning la . LOL .

after that we had to go on stage to receive our grad folders with our fugly photos ! i was so scared i looked like i freak , which i think i did . but i realized everyone changed ALOT . so we got the folders then we bowed together . hahaha , we planned it la . the teachers put alot of effort into the folders man . everything was one of a kind . same pattern but different name . haha . after the ceremony ended , it was camwhoring time !

i took pics with almost everyone i could get hold off . i love nat ! she wanted to print a photo of the two of us together but she decided to wait until we got a nicer photo . hahaha , vanity . here are some of the pics :

i just heard on the radio that some guy was suicidal cos his grilfriend left him .
like come on man , get a life . you can live perfectly well without her .
all the things like " i can't live without you " is plain bullshit .
if you can't live without her , what were you doing before you met her ?
come on , its not like we all have to have a relationship now to live .
if the person dumps you , its his loss , not yours . you always find someone else better .
if he/she dumps you at the time when you need them the most , tell him to fuck off .
cos he knows nuts about you . if he understands you , he won't leave .
you can do well without him . =)

yes , only 6 more days till the end of prelims .
haha , its seems SO long . argh !
anw , going to esplanade tonight . to watch the ballet tribute to mr. goh choo san .
tsk , he passed away at such a young age . what a pity .
oh ! and go watch ratatouie ppl ! i dunno how its spelt but yeah .
its super cute and funny , the rat is super duper uber cute .
i like its pink little sensitive nose and all that .
and i found out that black eyed peas are coming to spore !
but on the day of my o lvls . sigh . i'll miss the chance of seeing fergie performing life !
argh ! so unfair . but there's linkin park on the 13th nov. its after o's .
hahaha . but now , its all about the o's .

and matthew saved me from another bout of tantrums . thank you hon . =)
there are alot of things that have seriously pissed me off tday .
i'll rant with no link here :
if you don't wna see my face , its okay , you don't have to .
i have a hidden talent of avoiding ppl . but wait , why must i hide from you ?
you shld avoid me since its YOU who doesn't want to see me right ? right .
some ppl jst have no common sense , knowing fully well i will pay him the money .
and i'm not one who passes it thrgh ppl , i have SINCERITY .
i pass it personally . such an asshole . and oh yes , its perfectly fine for girls to say THE f-word cos it doesn't mean we're vulgar , we jst have a different way of expressing our anger .
i know this entry is in a mess and stuff but i'm too lazy to organise my thoughts .
oh and this yr was the most disgustingly muddy and butt flattening tchers' day ever !
we were all forming 'caterpillars' and walking across a muddy field . i felt like a farmer .
thn we watched i not stupid too for far too long and tht's all . anw , i bought the rubric cube tday , my first impression of it was tht it was sth tht ppl with no social life played with . haha , but NO .
it truly intrigues the mind and its fun once you know how to go about it . =)

woo hoo ! i'm back . all thanks to matthew and weiyang . =)
okay , lots of things to say .
firstly , rest in peace Gabriel . you'll always be remembered .
thanks for helping me during the camp . thanks for cutting my nail .
thanks for all the wonderful memories . you're a great scout , leader , PSL , athlete and friend .
we'll all be there for janice , don't worry . =)
secondly , i've decided to tell everyone i love them at any time of the day cos life is unpredictable . so I LOVE YOU EVERYONE !

tday i was supposed to meet zhiyan and go to the funeral with the rest of the group but bcos i can't make it at 5 , i didn't go . but come to think of it , i don't think i will be able to hold my tears when i see him and i don't like to cry in public unless i can't control anymore . so i went home aft passing yan the money . and i tell you , the chocolate cake from Canale is da bomb babe ! it so rich and chocolatety and crispy and milky at the same time ! but one whole slice is too much . so share it if you were to eat it . but it is heavenly .

oh , i have a qns . has anyone ever wondered why the government employed gardeners in orange jumpers are all covered up ? i have the answer and it has nth got to do with race or religion . its absolutely logical . haha .

oh . now i know why i can't log in .
i didn't sign out . bimbo . anw , HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !
drag your blood red shirts and pure white shirts out and wear them proud . =)
oh man , it seems like everyone i know is gng to watch the fireworks .
sigh . i'll be watching the fireworks through the lens of a camera held by some sweaty old man who is paid to do a broadcast nationwide frm some angle on the floating thing at marina . argh !
its okay . next year , next year .

finally another outlet to my whining . i know i whine alot and sometimes with no link .
but prepare yourself when you read this blog cos tht's what i do , whine . ALOT , as somebody has kindly told me .

tmr is my day for retail therapy ! yes , finally . i need retail therapy . BADLY .
i'm so gna buy the things i've been dreaming of for SO long .
and its like SO long since i went shopping . so tmr is the day ,
gng with sherlene , shop till we drop .
we're watching harry potter too , with micks i think . my 2nd time . but cos sher wants to watch it , so we're watching it babe .
i think its nice , but the scenes progress too fast so its hard to digest for those who don't read the book . so you have to follow the story line darn fast honey .
oh , and poor matthew . his eyes got infected and he can't watch singfest tday .
yes , he's alrd got the tics but he can't go . poor thing . but on the plus side , he skipped his prelims . don't worry hon , it'll be over soon . =)

okay , enough whining so far .
happy bday singapore !
get well soon matthew .
get well soon czia jyeah .
get well soon ms jo .
get well soon mr doctor
get well soon me . =)