i'm afraid of time and what it would do to my life . 

i'm really really scared . 

i don't want my life to be altered in any way at all .

i'm afraid time would take my loved ones away from me .

i don't know how to deal with loss .

i feel alot of sadness and frustration right now .

i want to fight against time .

but like the prayer that was read last week , our bank clears the accounts and sets a new one up everyday .

i want time to stand still .

i want to keep everyone with me .

if anything happens , i want to fall into strong arms because i know i will break down .

the being up there , please bless my family members with good health .

i don't want to lose anyone at all .