I need you like water , like breath , like rain .

I need you like mercy from heaven's gate .

there's a freedom in your arms that carry me through .

I NEED YOU .

granddad passes away yesterday morning .

mum had to keep it from me 'cos i had A levels chinese .

i still can't get over it . 

i want him back so bad it hurts . i would give anything to have him back .

i know he's off to a better place , but i really miss him .

he wanted to settle me down overseas, see me get my degree , see me get married .

he bathed me when i was young , slept with me when my parents were not around .

he cheered me up when i was down , picked me up when no one was around .

he has been my pillar of strength when mum and dad were away .

he held my hand to his lips and kissed it whenever i went to visit him .

he loves me so much and i love him too 

why does it have to happen so quickly ?

grandpa , i miss you .